Looking at Texas Property again...

Oh it makes me so happy to look at property with water running through it and loads of huge trees on it. I just imagine myself in a cozy little house that I've built for myself, quirky design and natural materials. A couple of dogs, a garden, maybe some chickens...it would be nice to have some one there to share it with me. But it sounds wonderful even if it was just me! I could watch storms come in and seasons change, I know it sounds idealistic and cheezy...but it feels so good to want something. To work for it. Part of me feels afraid of "settling down", that once I build a house somewhere I'll never leave it. But thats not true at all! There's nothing to keep me from traveling and even if I wanted to live somewhere else for a while, I bet I could find a friend in need of a break that would be happy to live in my lovely little cottage for a bit. :)

I need to let go of the fear that I will make the "wrong" decision and then I'll be stuck with it. I just want to enjoy what comes to me and work towards the things I think I would like, there's nothing wrong with changing plans somewhere along the way...

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