Lake house!

Just got back from the lake house with Bekah, Hannah, Melissa, and her little baby Abby. It was a good, slow paced weekend. I had a great time! I didn't feel any pressure to "make the most" of everything and question what the best thing to do at any given should be. Sometimes when I'm really looking forward to a vacation I get worried that I don't spend it the right way once I'm there. So, I was glad I avoided that this time. :)

It was so, so nice to get to spend time with Bekah! I feel like we've gotten to talk more lately, and of course I feel closer to her when we're updated on whats going on in our lives. I love her so much, she has a husband, a daughter and a house to take care of (so different from my responsibilities!) but she's still the pragmatic, humorous, sometimes clueless, Bekah that I've known since I was nine. *sigh*

Anyway, I've been trying to motivate myself to do homework, but it just seems like all the things I have to do are really small tasks! So...why not do them later? hehe such a bad attitude, I think I'll start back on them when I get done here.

I'm really looking forward to seeing Christy's band perform this weekend, and ANA AND MAMA ARE GETTING HOME FROM VIPASSANA! omg, I've missed them so much, I started crying thinking about them last night. I just wonder what they're experiencing, if it was anything like what I experienced. I can't believe they're doing it! Ten days of silent meditation. awesome...

Ok, back to homework for Surveillance and Social Control. Reading for that class always makes me want to go on a walk...or something...avoid the social control...surveillance...eehhhh

To productivity
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