Sniffing, Tracking, Separating, Creating...

Sometimes I really love working on my thesis. It's just exciting to feel like you can accomplish something that might actually be useful to someone else! I don't know, its really the little things that get me going, like calling some official and getting the information that you really needed. It's so satisfying and I feel so grown up! I'm sure I sound like a little kid calling about a school paper to them, but who cares cause I feel great!

Pretty cold and drizzly outside today. I love it, but I'd really love it if I could be by a fire reading something that is not related to something I'll have to take a test on. (I hate reading things that I know I"ll be tested on! Takes a lot of pleasure out of it...)



Hehe, this song makes me feel cozy and sexy. Like being naked in a big fluffy down comforter.

Anyway, I'm going home tonight and I'll get to hang out with Christy! I can't wait, I always feel like we're two peas in a pod, everything we do together is so much fun. No matter what it is.

I'm still feeling a lot of confusion about all these romantic relationships swirling around me. How are people supposed to feel? How are they supposed to act? I just keep thinking its going to be clear to me what the "healthiest" way is. Maybe I do know what it is, I just don't want to do it...I want to depend on people for my happiness and control them to keep them near me. I've got to let go of that and just be happy when people come in and out of my life, none of them are going to stay forever...I'm not going to stay forever either. It's so easy to confuse love and possessiveness and so hard to untangle them once they've gotten twisted up together in your mind.

I'm so glad that I have people in my life to love though! Its a great feeling.

I have a good vibe about today...:)